It's The Little Things...

Sometimes, life can suck. Sometimes it sucks a lot. And there's usually nothing you can do about it. But, then, when you least expect it, life can be good. Sometimes it's a big thing, and sometimes it's little. I personally love the little things in life that make it worth living.

I've been having a pretty rough time lately, with family situations. I've decided to take the step I didn't want to, and work towards setting up a place and time, where my family can try to talk out their problems, together, and with a mediator, since we don't seem to be getting anywhere on our own. I've been pretty stressed out, with all the fights, stress and tension going through the house, and messing with everyone. It isn't a fun thing.

But, when I'm going through times like this, I have learned that it's the little things in life that make every trial so worth facing. Despite all the troubles I've faced this summer, I've gone to a different country, changed the lives of many of the people I met there, and made one of the best friends I've ever had, as well as figuring out where God wants me to be. I came home to two little brothers who missed me dearly, and one that probably would've rathered me stay in Mexico, but I love him anyway. I've been able to work and save a little money, in hopes to start a fund for me to return to Mexico next summer for six weeks.

I've been writing letters with one of the friends I made in Mexico, and we've been able to help each other, and learn from each other with almost every letter. I have to say, God has blessed me far beyond anything I could ever deserve. And even though I have been blessed with big things, I see more in the little things that we take forgranted everyday.

Things like a house, a hot shower, running water, a fridge full of food that we can prepare whenever we are hungry, a computer to keep in contact with friends and family, and to play games on. A crazy family that drives me absolutely crazy sometimes, but when it comes down to it, I love them very dearly, and wouldn't trade them for anything in the world, (Although I have considered trading the eldest of my younger brothers for a tiger, thinking it would be easier to deal with). Crazy, awesome friends, the best anyone could ever ask for. My ability to read, write, and express myself through creativity. The love and mercy God has shown me every single day of my life.

Sure, I like seeing the big blessings in my life, but it's the little things that seem to have the biggest impact. I love the little things <3